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2007/4/24

What matters most? The relationship, or the people?

 
认为自己与某个人之间的关系怎样并不重要
 
如果重视某个人的话
 
我重视的是那个人本身
 
但是
 
从某中层面上来讲的话
 
这样是很冷漠的吧。。。
 
 

Cool Edit,,,Cool-Blood,,,gosh,,,

 
排舞3周了,,周五表演,其他暂且不说了,,但是但是,,,音乐还没剪好,,那NND的Cool Edit怎么用啊,,,一会儿找教程去,,,万恶的英语,,,
 
想S,,,
 
强迫症和完美主义真的会把人逼死,
 
最后不得不羞愧的面对现实,,,damn!
 
焦躁!
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确有些东西是想为之努力的,,比如跳舞,
 
虽不能作为职业,但不想轻易放弃,
 
真的是某种精神寄托,真心热爱跳舞的人一定都会同意,,,
 
我理解那些可以彻夜练舞的DANCER,只是因为他想跳
 
就像这段时间,每天练完舞从南区走回来的路上,腿才开始疼,可是跳的时候是超兴奋的状态的(唉,,就我一个人跳的HIGH,,姑娘们啊),,强大的精神力量哈~Hia~
 
所以,,决定牺牲下午睡觉的时间,把音乐搞定!!之前那样真的听的我想撞墙。。。
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今天不得不再次认清我的冷血,,,
 
竟然忘记了宝贝弟弟的生日,,
 
I'm devil,,,I'm sinner,,,
 
天天,,,姐姐对不起你哈,,,
 
生日快乐
 
 
 
唉唉。。。贴的还是我喜欢的CHEESE CAKE,,,,还有SHOPPING BAG CAKE,,,,
 
没救了,,,
 
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2007/4/22

某日自拍爆发。。。

 
最近事情多,压力大,身体差,火气大,,搞点东西发泄下,,,
 
。。。。。。。
 
哈哈哈~
 
Okay,,,不解释了,,,
 
I'm a freak.
 
 

THANATOS -IF I CAN'T BE YOURS

 

〈新世纪エヴァンゲリオン剧场版 Air/まごころを、君に」主题歌〉

词:MASH 曲:SHIRO SAGISU 歌;LOREN&MASH

Now it's time, I fear to tell

I've been holding it back so long

But something strange deep inside me is happening

I feel unlike

I've ever felt

And it's makin' me scared

That I may not be what i (think I am)

 

What of us, what do I say

Are we both from a different world

Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you

I couldn't face my life without you

And I'm so afraid

There's nothing to comfort us

What am I, if I can't be yours

 

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing

And my senses have all but gone

Can't even cry from a pain, can't shed a tear now

I realise

We're not the same

And it's makin' me sad

Cos we can't fulfil our dream (in this life)

 

So I must, let us break free

I can never be what you need

If there is a way, through the hurt

Then I would find it

I'd take the blows. Yes I would fight it

But this is the one. Impossible dream to live

What am I, if I can't be yours...

好爱。。。现在感觉这首比<Komm,süsser Tod>更绝望,更疯狂,,哈,甜蜜的死亡嘛,,痛苦是留给活着的人的

剧场版的名字,真心为你,,,极哀伤

EVA始终围绕的——“真实”,别人眼中的真实,自己相信的真实,找到真实就能拥有幸福?

焦躁感,,无法忍耐,稀薄的存在感,,自我厌恶,,毁灭欲,,,残忍与背叛,,,救赎与等待救赎,,

加持在答录机里给美里的留言,,美里姐姐将真嗣推进电梯前的一吻,,,零的那句"take care",,,

破碎

很美好,

If I can't be yours...

 


 

2007/4/8

黒い涙

NANA动画版的SEASON.1结束了
 
看的我惆怅,应该说是看一次惆怅一次
 
每集结束时的ED“黒い涙”的音乐一响起来,就觉得心酸的很
 
NANA到底是描写的成人世界的悲哀,无论如何我都不觉得该归入少女漫画的,没认真看过的人别反驳我
 
BGM换成ANNA的“黒い涙”了,和另一首“STAND BY ME”是NANA动画中最爱的两首
 
哈,一样的悲伤~
 
 
“呐 人们经常说 失去之后才发现那东西的珍贵
 
可是我觉得真正的发现 总是要到再次面对的时候
 
如果能再一次见到大家  我一定又会向大家撒娇
 
我害怕这样 而不敢再向前走”
 
 
Black Stone~cherry flavor~
2007/4/7

Who cares?! We all have pain!!

K: Don't look at me that way, you know you wanted her dead.

L: How can you say that?

K: Well, you told me about her and your husband, after I made it  pretty clear where I  stand on the whores

L: I did not want this, don't you dare say that I wanted this.

K: Shut up!

L: No,I will not shut up! What's the matter with you!

K: Haven't you paying attention? My husband cheated on me.

L: Who cares?! Who cares? We all have pain! Everyone in here has pain, but we deal with it! We swallow it and get going with our lives! What we don't do is go around shooting strangers!

K: She deserves it!

L: Well, maybe you deserves to be cheated on!

D.H.Season.3 Section.7里极震撼的一段~Lynette实在是女超人!

 

Season.3里长大了的孩子们~Julie出落的很漂亮了~

Andrew在这季里也让人小感动,特别是Section.14里对ORSON说的那段话,

 

“There's a reason my mom put me

out on the street last year.

 

You've never met that guy.

You've never met bad andrew.

 

But hurt my mom,

and you will.

 

I'm gonna do everything i can

to protect her.”

 

Vacodin~

一不留神,应了天天的话,,“家姐更新太慢,不用期待了”
 
今天起床,发现阳光很美好,温度很美好,就荡到这儿来了~
 
说起来之前也想过来更新一下,不过发现自己的收藏夹里竟然没有自己的空间了,懒的去QQ签名里找,于是拖了又拖
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寒假很美好,一切都很美好~还跟着平平去5TH SEASON学了一阵子的舞,跳舞实在是件太舒畅的事情,我可以理解那些通宵练舞的DANCER的疯狂,因为最近我也近乎疯狂。每天走20多分钟去排练房带ATP的姑娘们排舞,排完了再走30多分钟回来(为什么是30多分钟),,,神奇的是跳的时候完全感觉不到累,,一结束,回去的路上左腿就开始疼,于是每天回来的路上我都是个瘸子,小黄说:“那你跳着回来啊~~不是跳的时候不疼吗?。。。”“。。。也对”。
 
想带ATP参加这次的舞蹈大赛,只有10天的时间就预赛,从零开始排,计划宏伟,被指不可能完成的任务,,,推脱的人搞的我没脾气,Fu*k~排不出来我SOLO!!!
 
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被锐锐拉伙做生意,卖衣服,本来是当兴趣做来玩玩,但无奈和某些同志沟通障碍,现在有退出的想法~~~锐锐为人太好,做姐姐的看着心疼,事实证明,太善良的人是不适合做生意的。。。特别是当你不够强大的时候
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天气很美好,希望可以一直美好下去,,,
 
I don't need vacodin~!^^